Sigh. So the other day I got a phone call. It was disturbing but mostly confusing....
You left with no warning
No, fuck you
No, I have to leave
No, I love you
Just slience and unreturned phone calls
Now You are on your way
from Iraq ....
You want a life
You want a family
You want to settle down
You think I should be able to deal with this....
I'm in love and it's not with you
It's with the man you could never be
The man I needed at the time
and still need.
I just wish I found him sooner.